Contentment

This post was actually written a few weeks ago and I just realized I had never posted it...

Waking this morning, I was still consumed with the work issues that have been eating away at me for the past two years.  Why would my employer hire someone to manage the database that I've been designing and manipulating and then, why would they blindly follow him to throw money away on a new system that doesn't do half of what was basic on the current system?

The Lord quickly reminded me that the things on my mind are things of this world.  In the end, none of it will matter.  And, as a matter of fact, it's not the most important thing in my life.

Our small group Bible study is currently going through the video/book study, "Not a Fan", and I realized that, as a follower of Jesus, the only things I need to be concerned about when it comes to work are;  1) Being a good witness, 2)  doing my best as if I'm working for The Lord, and 3)  have an attitude of thankfulness and contentment.

Ok, so these were already my thoughts going from sleep to morning devotions and what was the devotion this morning?  Matthew 20:1-16, the story of the land owner who continued to hire workers throughout the day and, at the end of the day, paid them all the same.  The moral of the story... Lesson learned... There's nothing to complain about... The resources belong to the landowner and he can do with them as he pleases.

Don't worry, yes, I get the more significant spiritual meaning of the story and, honestly, that has never been an issue for me.  I do think it's sad when an older person accepts Christ shortly before death, not because I begrudge them entering God's glory or receiving the same level of mercy and grace that I have received but because they've missed all of the blessings that could have been theirs had they received Christ sooner.  

But, this morning, the message my heart needed was this... This world is not my home so quit worrying about the temporal and keep my eyes on Jesus.  

Today's devotion (from "Our Daily Bread) ended with this prayer and quote - let it be my prayer today and constant reminder:

Lord, I admit that my focus at times gets drawn
to others and what they have. Forgive me and
help me to stop grumbling. You are good to me
and provide what I need. Thank You. Amen.

All you need to know to be content is this: God is good.

Out of the Ivory Palaces

Have you ever stopped to think of the sacrifices Jesus made for us?  If you haven't thought about it lately, read Revelation 21:9-22:5 where it describes the new Jerusalem or Revelation 4 which describes the "Throne Room of Heaven".   

When we talk about the sacrifice of Jesus, we typically think of the cross and, yes, that is the ultimate sacrifice but Jesus' sacrifice actually began 33 years prior to the cross and lasted those 33 years.  Think about it... Jesus sits in a beautiful throne room surrounded by those who worship Him, yet He chose to leave all that glory to live like you and me... To face the hardships, heartache, and disease that we face and then, yes, He faced death head on for you and me. 

How very precious that makes me feel... That God would give His only Son AND that Jesus would willingly come to earth and die for my sins... Sins that I commit on a daily basis without one thought of the sacrifices made.  Oh how He loves you and me!

Out of the ivory palaces,
Into a world of woe,
Only His great eternal love
Made my Savior go.

You're not Alone

This past week, with the focus on Labor Day, there were a lot of studies and devotions on how Christians should feel about work.  In fact, timing was perfect in our study of "The Truth Project" (from Focus on the Family), as we watched video lesson #11 on "Labor" the Wednesday before Labor Day weekend.

Through all these studies, it's been brought home to me that 1) work is a privilege and 2) no matter who my employer, I work for God and His glory.  Even with these reminders, it's hard to sit at my desk at times... There are so many other things I'd like to be doing.  There are so many distractions.

Another study that we've been getting into lately is "Not a Fan". My husband heard about this book from a co-worker and, after reading just a portion, ordered the study material.  He was thinking of how/when to introduce it to our small group when we found out that our church is going to be going through it together this fall.

"Not a Fan" poses the question, "Are you a follower of Jesus?" And, a prevalent question from "The Truth Project" is, "Do you really believe that what you really believe is really real?".

There are times in every Christian walk when we ask ourselves these questions.  Doubt creeps in and we find ourselves questioning our faith, our motives, our purpose in life.

So with all these thoughts running through my head, I started thinking, "Wow, we really need to be prayer warriors for our pastors.". I mean, think about it... What would happen if our pastor fell into a slump... If he woke one Sunday morning thinking, "I don't really feel like going to work today.". Or worse, if he started doubting that he was being used of God.  Or even worse yet, started doubting his faith all together?

We need to stand in the gap for our pastors... Holding up their arms, if you will.  (see Exodus 17:9-15 for reference).

Tonight's song?  "You're not Alone" by Meredith Andrews.  It talks about how God is always with us and He is, but sometimes we just need that extra prayer of a like-minded believer.

Here is the chorus:

Faithful and true, Forever,

Oh my love will carry you.

You're not alone, For I am here,

Let me wipe away your every fear.

Oh yeah, My love I've never left your side.

I have seen you through the darkest night, 

Your darkest night,

And I'm the one who's loved you all your life.

My Heart will Sing, No Other Name... Jesus!

As I wake this morning, to face a busy day, the song running through my mind is, "My heart will sing, no other name, Jesus.  Jesus."  So, I looked up the rest of the lyrics and was reminded of the qualities of Jesus and the God we serve.  He is good.  He is love.  He is light and hope.  He is truth, life, peace, and joy.

The song even goes on to say that He is "more than my words could ever say."  Have you recently stopped and tried to describe Jesus?  It reminds me of that sermon (that you can find on YouTube) titled "That's My King" where the pastor says he doesn't know how to describe Him and then goes on for the next five minutes with truths about and titles for Jesus pausing every once in a while to say "and that's MY King!"  But, in the five minutes, that's pretty much the only thing that he repeats as he goes on to list the qualities and titles for our saviour.

So, the chorus to this morning's song says:

"Oh, I'm running to your arms, I'm running to your arms.

The riches of your love will always be enough.

Nothing compares to your embrace.

Light of the world forever reign.

My heart will sing, no other name...

Jesus, Jesus"

My dad has an old birthday card that says that love is when we run into his arms even when his hands are empty.  Although that's so true (of both my earthly dad and my heavenly father), Jesus has so much to give and isn't it refreshing to know that at the end of this busy day... at the end of serving Him... we can run into His arms and feel the warmth of His embrace?

The next time you bow your head in prayer, imagine yourself sitting on Jesus lap as a child, with his arms around you listening to every word you have to say and enjoy the time spent with Him.

He'll go With Me All the Way

Earlier this year, my husband and I read "Grace Walk" by Steve McVey.  So, in light of what we learned through the reading of that book and thinking more of the song running through my head on Saturday, something hit me this morning... following Jesus doesn't mean walking 10 paces behind my master and it doesn't mean being a messenger who merely goes where I'm sent while God stays behind watching from afar.

Did you notice the last verse of the song?:

"He will give me grace and glory,... And go with me, with me all the way."

Here are a few scriptures that go along with what I'm thinking...

Rom. 8:14-15 - For all who are being led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God.  For you have not received a spirit of slavery leading to fear again, but you have received a spirit of adoption as sons by which we cry out, "Abba!  Father!"

1 Cor. 10:13 - "No temptation has overtaken you but such as is common to man; and God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will provide the way of escape also, so that you will be able to endure it.

Matt. 28:19-20 - Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age."

So, what do these scriptures have in common?  God is with us... He won't leave us stranded.  He has given us instructions through His Word and will send us out but He doesn't just send us, He goes with us.

Out in the highways and byways of life,

many are weary and sad.  Carry the sonshine where darkness is rife, 

making the sorrowing glad.

Make me a blessing, Make me a blessing,

Out of my life, may Jesus shine;

Make me a blessing, O Savior I pray,

Make me a blessing to someone today."

Spread some SONshine today.  Remember, if you are a child of the King, He will be with you always.

Where He Leads Me I will Follow

The other day, I was asked how God has been working in my life lately.  Wow, that's a tough one because, actually, I've been struggling.  

Don't get me wrong, I know I've been blessed... I feel that God has answered my every prayer... He has blessed me with 8 (soon to be 9) beautiful grandchildren, children that live for Christ, a husband that is sold out to Christ and who loves me so much, we don't have to worry about every penny when we go to the store and we have plenty of clothes to wear in any given situation, we have a solid roof over our heads and a warm/cool (depending on the need) house to sit comfortably in while we fellowship with friends.... but when I'm asked, "how has God been working in your life?" I know it's not about the blessings.  

And the reason I've been struggling lately is because I don't feel as close to God as I once was.  Here's the thing, I still have my daily devotions and I occasionally read extra scriptures outside the ones in the daily devotional, I pay attention and take notes on Sundays and then, again, during our life group studies but I still don't know what to say.

I've felt this coming on for a while now.  And, it's strange because I started noticing it about the same time that my husband's walk started getting stronger.  I know that I conscientiously backed off because I enjoyed the excitement in his eyes when he shared something "new" from the Bible so, did I back off too much?  I slowed down for him to catch up so that he could be the spiritual leader of our home... something I've prayed for all my life but now that he is that strong man of God, am I still the follower that I once was?

I used to know that peace that is talked about in Phil. 4:7... the peace that supplies inner joy.  Not just happiness, but peace that would cause my heart to sing even when there was chaos and calamity all around.  But was that just a fleeting emotion or was it God's peace and am I no longer feeling it because I've not been following as closely as I once was?

So, then the question led me to think of other things as well... do I not "feel" God working because I haven't been asking Him to work?  I want to follow Him but have I been asking Him to lead me?  This morning, as I pondered these questions, this song started flowing through my memory...

<center>"I can hear my Savior calling,... 'Take thy cross and follow, follow me.'

I'll go with Him thro' the garden, ... I'll go with him, with him all the way.

I'll go with him thro' the judgment, ... I'll go with him, with him all the way.

He will give me grace and glory,... and go with me, with me all the way.

Where He leads me I will follow, Where He leads me I will follow,

Where He leads me I will follow, I'll go with Him, with Him all the way."</center> 

Lord, let me know you as I used to know you.  Work in my life today.  I want to follow You but have not been listening to Your gentle words of guidance.  Open my ears once again and fill my heart with your joy as You have in the past.  

That's What Heaven Will be Like

Yesterday, we said goodbye to our loving pet.  She was with our family for almost 19 years to the day and I remember, vividly, the day she was born.  Jasmine was an example of unconditional love.  She was always happy to see us walk through the door and eager to comfort us when we were sad.  

Some of my favorite memories were the way she would sit on her hind legs with her paws on the low bay window sill, watching the birds and trying to "talk" to them... she would actually make short little mew sounds that sounded like the birds.  And, when our son went to California for a year, she would spend the first few months sniffing, rolling, and sleeping on the floor in front of the TV where she could still smell his shampoo on the carpet... until the last lingering scent was gone.

When I heard she was in so much pain, I was praying that God would ease her pain and comfort our sorrows.  Mid-prayer I thought, "she was a cat... why would God care?"  But then I realized, God didn't just want us to have dominion over the earth and the creatures, He made them for His and our enjoyment as well.  For that matter, I believe there will be animals in heaven... Revelations talks of the lion laying down with the lamb and about horsemen on horses.  So, why not fish and birds, cats, and dogs?

So I woke early this morning with fresh tears and the lyrics of this song migling with the memories of our beloved Jasmine:

"Love without measure
Space without time
Life with no crying
Will one day be mine
Hearts never breaking
Hands that don't fight
Days that don't end with
The darkness of night

The lamb and the lion
Will walk side by side
In a world where freedom, abides..."
                       - Heaven, Michael English -